Tuesday 23 December 2014

回顾第二十三年

我坚持正常的自拍照一定要露齿笑
来到2014 的尾声,不禁会问自己这一年都干了什么,到底过得好吗?习惯性地爱和自己对话 xD 在年头的时候,好多关于生肖运程的节目或文章都说我的生肖在今年是难得一见的好年。也许有太多这样的说法了,我也一直潜意识的认同这件事,也让这个潜意识成为做许多事情背后的勇气。回顾这一年,它的确美好,也充实。我想,在这一年里我最大的收获就是学会 发现生活中的美好,开心是可以很简单的。其实每当回顾当时的美好,你会发现 它当时发生在多么不经意的时候,它不需要轰轰烈烈,它也许就是那么不经意得随时会忘记的小事。

如何很简单也能开心呢?那就必须借用一下 周结伦 的歌词一用了 珍惜一切,就算你没有拥有。 在听这首歌的时候,就特觉得这一句歌词特别有意思,但是当时的我是不明白的。在这一年里,我好像老了许多,只是刚开窍,同时也学会 感激生活的每一个瞬间。

和盈吃个早餐才各自上学和上班去,开心的早餐开始了美好的一天。

第二天就是交功课的期限了,向朋友求救时 她从朋友处直接帮我弄到了一份答案。免费的午餐可是特别好吃的!

每一次考试前 闺密的 Good Luck! 

妈咪突然说要来学校载我和老弟,那天免了扛着一堆书本搭火车的痛苦!

月尾时,前老板请吃饭!

忘了买早餐的时候,前同事递给了我一个热包子!

刚到达火车站时,火车就到了。

它们虽小,但是就是它们让生活不枯燥而美好。

在这角落里,我想记录起在这一年里我不想忘记的事情:

我顺利地毕业了 ,很快的找到了工作 也很快的结束了那工作。第一次哭着回家,深为长女的我从未因为外面的委屈在爸妈前掉过眼泪,现在想起还是觉得很丢人!当中我理解到能做自己喜欢的工作真的不是一件易事。

精心的制作了一份礼物给一个特别的人。它充满了正能量和希望,也是我想回报他一直以来我所收到的正能量和希望。也许他可能不明白当时给予我的力量是多么重要。

去新岛游玩时,阿姨给了我好多零花钱。去送礼物时,好心的接待员让我们上去了。买了一幅超可爱的眼镜,那店里还播着 Birdy 的歌曲。和朋友们一直失败的自拍。那其实不那么好吃的 鸭皮萨,我们都把它啃完了。和他们喝酒闲聊 吹水。

靠着自己的能力交付所有的学费,这是我的骄傲。

临时约了队长到夜市买比基尼,结果最后还是网购了,还是盈替我拿的 有密友如你实在是太幸运了。和我的女人们 的Tioman 游,至今我还回味着那时的 Roti Telur & Roti Gula, 

参与了生活营--YES Camp. 因为毕业典礼的关系,我必须提前一晚离开。与我的孩子们离别时,队长站了起来给了我一小段证词。感动死我了!还记得他第一句形容我的话:She is beautiful. 每次想起都会傻笑然后心里暗爽一番 :p

又找到了工作,这一次我希望可以干长久些,想要靠自己的能力买一辆嘟嘟车,然后自驾游去。






Wednesday 17 December 2014

OHANA means family, and Family means leave no one behind or forgotten

This gonna be a long post.........I wanna record every moment and feeling I had in the camp as its a precious experience I might never have second one. 

YES Camp is a Youth Essential Skills camp which organized by LIONS Clubs International District 308B1 (Malaysia) every year end. Its a signature project of Lions Club every year, and its my honour to join the committee team and witness everything this year! I'm proud of myself teeheeeee

Somehow, I'm truly regretful that I decided not to bring along my blackie to the camp as I was so fearful any injure that could happen to it. However, I'm still appreciate and grateful that I have these lovely fellows to take these pictures, at least I still manage to get into some pictures. Thanks god! 

Us facilitators already been assigned to each group and mine is group1. When those campers found me, I look at those naive faces, I was thinking "pheww, these kids are quite active, should be no problem for me to take care of them" Myself is a very outgoing person and I'm easily to get along with people, so I didn't worry much on any interaction issues with them. Until I found a lil girl in the group is having red eyes during the discussion of group name and group cheer, there's something wrong with this girl, that's my first thought. She's homesick, she does not have any close friends in the camp, she felt scared and lonely. poor lil girl  I talked to other members about her problems when she wasn't around and hoping they can help out each other in the team when anyone face difficulties. And THEY DID IT, the lil girl started to fit into the team and getting well with the team. I was like a touching mama who is seeing her kids growing up and well. 

I love that flag! 
Our team came out with a name which is OHANA. Because OHANA means family, and family leaves no one behind or forgotten. *another touching moment* We were inspired by the leader's wallpaper on his phone. Didn't know this cool guy actually like Lilo&Stitch, HAHAHAHAHA

I insist that our flag is the nicest one!

Previously, I was wondered why this camp cost so much higher than others do, and I knew it after all. There are a lot hefty activities have been arranged in the program. One of them which I can't forget is RAFTING.  Using ropes to tight up those bamboos and some empty pails, and make a raft. Sounds exciting right?! As a facilitator, I can't help them in the process, but I was invited to broad on the raft and the competition, again, i'm so lucky! Of course, we won the competition, credit to the whole team work and high spirited kids. I love you guys! 

Love to see these high spirited kids working closely with each other <3

O.H.A.N.A :)

During the Rock Climbing and Wall Abseiling session, my lovely kids are so helpful in dressing me into the safety wears. I felt like I was the kid at that moment. *another touching moment*

Not to forget Wall Abseiling, my hair was enmesh with the helmet and the "rope which hanging me" behind. I was stuck in the middle of the wall until the kind ranger came for me. That was so embarrassing! I still remember my team surround me immediately when I went down and comforted me "its okay, Its okay." So warm of them :3

Every facilitator are assigned with a topic which related to teenagers' life, and help them to find some values and keys so that they could apply into their life. To be frank, I have stage fright, I'm so uncomfortable to speak publicly and standing alone out there.I was so nervous before the presentation, but things go so smooth at the end. Thank you so much for being so passion in learning! 

Why I don't have enough time to take pictures with these lovely folks?! I HAVE MY CONVOCATION ON EARLY MORNING ON THE LAST DAY! Soooooo bad right?! I'm not sure whether its a good or bad thing to me. My group - OHANA's leader made me a testimony on behalf the team, I was super touched and nearly cry like hell. I managed to control the tears as cry in front of so many people is really not my style and I couldn't take it after the tears stop. I am so regret until today, I should stay with them until the last minute. 



Sorry Ivy, you are blurred  >.<

This lil girl, she is growing so well after all, I'm so proud of you! Mwahhh



The greaat leader got the BEST MALE CAMPER AWARD, I'm damn proud! 


I love these smiley faces, someone told me they've missed me a lot during the encouragement session. I'm so grateful that I was assigned to be with these lovely folks! 


Thank you for all the love notes <3

Its my honor and fortune to be part of the committee team. The contribution, time spent into traffic jam for every meetings, preparation of presentation, these are all worth it. When reading the happiness shared from the campers, us facilitators and committees are like happy papa and mama who are enjoy watching their kids' achievement. I'm so proud to be a Leo. I am Leo Amanda from Leo Club of Southern Cross. Roar! 


A girl performed this song during the camp, it always re cap me some moments of the camp while playing this. 

Turns out,

this is my favorite song recently!

Its post-camp syndrome! 



Tuesday 25 November 2014

思绪最多的时候

夜晚的来临,该是睡觉的时候了,也是脑袋瓜最清晰的时候。
在这寂静的时候最适合 查看爱追读的博客的动态,查看友人最近的脸书动态,当然少不了我最爱的 Instagram。
可惜 喜欢的部落格也还未更新
是最近的自己 太空闲了吗?
还不是时候找工作,还未清晰的方向,我必须再想想。

突然地想起某个好久没联络的友人,想象着能如以往般相处的我们将会如何
读着未删除的旧信息,心里某处有些纠结。
既然当初为了自尊不再联络,想必心里也不看重这所谓的朋友,那又何必再联络呢
又发现了自己丑陋的一面

突然问起自己,为何会重新写部落格,究竟是什么支持着我
也许当我老了,至少还有这里能让我回味自己的 想当年

平时无暇整理的思绪 好似一下子涌完出来,
是真的无暇整理 还是故意不整理呢
何必太清醒
适当的发挥阿Q精神,傻傻的过日子 也是不错的,开心就好
真的是时候会周公了
晚安了 世界。



Its something unpredictable,

but in the end its right,

I hope you had the time of your life. 

Thursday 20 November 2014

美好的二十四小时

 


考试终于告一段落了,
终于可以不受良心谴责的熬夜上网,发呆,睡午觉

就在临考试的前两天,
是我从去年就开始期待着的
檳桥马拉松 [PBIM 2014]
其实期待里占更多的是能到檳岛吃喝玩乐

挣扎了非常多次,非常的久,已经要把自己的头发给拔光,再扇两巴掌给自己
趁愧疚感还未把我溺毙前,
我决定去了!

真的很喜欢檳岛这个地方,
到处都旧旧的
特别有感觉

总觉得到旧旧的地方走走,发发呆,拍拍照
一个人也无所谓
要不然跟着一群无法理解的朋友们的话
只是辛苦了大家

The cute couple 

感谢我那可爱的朋友,
来回驾了超过八个小时的车程,
一句埋怨也没有
谢谢你 :)


和上一次一样的位置,
一样的招牌,
一样的美味,
只是再次到来,人不一样了,
心境也不同了

#macamyes :P

做作游客照 #1


说好的马拉松呢?



 21KM五人组 少了一人 有人迟到
21KM 女子组
奖牌留在了我那可爱的朋友的车里了!
这一次的成绩实在是太烂了
只能用

“烂”

形容。

但是,还是那老套话

A bad try is always better than no try.

I am a finisher.


#ChaiDianMa
Chai Dian Ma 
这次檳岛行里非去不可的目的地
chai dian ma 在福建话的意思是 杂货店

由于是我半求半强迫之下友人才带我去的
所以也不好意思呆得太久
只拍了一些照片
不舍得多望两眼
喝完饮料就走人了

 

里面也旧旧小小的,好喜欢那两口窗户

每一个角落都抓住了我的眼睛,
那不经修饰的墙壁让整间咖啡馆更复古了
友人还调笑我说以后我的房子的墙壁就别油漆
让青苔长满满吧





 



下一次
我一定要细细的看完每一个角落!

如果你想找一处地方
发呆,看书,听音乐 或是 等人
Chai Dian Ma 是很不错的选择

如果你是位美食家
那就算了吧
因为我亲耳听见了以下的对话:

Do you have any signature food here?
No
What about any signature beverage?
No
Do you have any recommendation?
No

不很亲切的态度和回应,蛮失望的

做作连环照 #1


做作连环照 #2


做作连环照 #3
做作连环照 #4
做作连环照 #5


谢谢波鼠你陪我玩
我好感动 T.T

当然不能少了大合照咯

也谢谢那来自檳城的朋友热情的款待,
由于咱的自拍照没有很好看,
那就下次再拍吧 :P





这首曲子总是能让我
播了再播

比较喜欢吉他版的
今天听了MV版后, 我还以为我听错了呢

Thursday 13 November 2014

Emo 心情故事


在此时此刻,若我还有心情写部落格
那证明了
我又灵魂出窍了

看了一段这样的故事:

两个离别在即的朋友,他们虽萍水相逢,却相逢恨晚, 
就算这次离别了很可能下次也没有再见面的机会,他们依旧不敢像彼此表白心意,
临走前男生给了女生一个深深的拥抱,女生生怕表错情所以没有回抱他。

各自回到家乡后,
也展开了彼此的新生活,
不久后各自也有了自己的家庭,
多年后再次见面的大家互相告知了那些年前的心意,
但此时能做的只是会心一笑。 

如果当时女生回抱了他,
结局又会不一样吗?


又是掉牙的小说情节 
但是作者就偏爱这样折磨读者们 
读者们也享受这般折磨
一个愿打,一个愿挨啊 

但是有一值得探讨的是
为啥人们都不敢直表自己的心意呢
为啥要害怕做自己呢 
输不起?
丢不起那脸皮? 

每每遇见这般情节,
(或只要有人受了委屈,又不说出口)
我还是会忍不住指着电视机,
激动的叫主角告诉他呀!你为啥不说啊?! 

大多身边的朋友都认为我嘴皮比大脑快
我也为此吃过不少苦,挨了不少骂

我不完美,我就这样,我还是会这样 :p 

享受做自己吧!

#当然是在不伤害别人的条件下咯





Saturday 1 November 2014

A friend come from afar




Memories for  last Penang trip for PBIM are still fresh like we have just back at home last week until the Penang-ian came, a friend came from afar. We were took care by him so well in that trip until all of us gained weight! Such a evil friend  LOL! 

We haven't meet each other more than a year after that, and fortunately awkwardness wasn't occured within us :) I was worry about that before he come...loll

When this friend asked this local born KL girl to take him around for good food, I'm totally blanked. Is there any good food in your mind other than coffee shops with many different kind of theme? Yeah, its do. Was planned to take this cute friend to Jinjang Utara (a typical Chinese culture village where you can still look for traditional cooks) 

However, last minute idea always come first even you've planned everything :P We didnt make it to Jinjang :(


 First Station: The Morning After @ Jaya One

Visiting local coffee shop deemed to be a matter of course in the schedule

#OOTD 

hell yeah, I gained weight!!
A lot!!


Vanessa strongly recommend to try the breakfast of it
so..let's try


The American Dream
you can see that the poached eggs are boiled with a perfect oval shape 
however, the truth is the eggs are actually wrapped in food wrapper before boiling
that is why there are some small fines can be found on the white and the eggs' shapes are so perfect

....................................................

story above wasn't a tutorial of how to boil a perfect poached egg
but...if things happen to be..
when the food wrapper (made of plastic) was a lil melted and entered into our intestine?

uhh haa? 
*blink*
..................................................

Everyone was telling each other not to follow what they have ordered
these cute fellowwsss~

But most of us still order The American Dream at the end 



Penang boy seems happy with his breakfast :)


After few try, Macchiato is not my thing

The only pic of his in the day 


WingSum the funny guy

Second station: Cendol Session17

WS brought us to this famous cendol truck which I've seen many friends checked in in instagram
Not very sensitive with cendol 
so i can't differentiate its taste with the Penang's one




Last stop: Sekinchan 

real last minute idea
the nearest paddy field to my place




wrong dress for paddy field :(


Ying Xin & I
Really hate my eyes brows here...they look like caterpillar grghhhh



End the trip with a group picture



Hope you've enjoyed this short trip :)
We shall see each other again in the next PBIM :)



The Viper Challege I've missed...Its too bad!






Thursday 23 October 2014

感谢所有的不期而遇


某天早上,以为又是啃书的一天
又在和 “我这日子到底要怎样过” 的想法挣扎时,
远方的闺密发来了短信,

有空看个电影么?
好啊,你怎么回来了不告诉我?
谁说我回来了?咱就在各自的地方看同一出电影吧
切!
发给你那个网址厚~

电影嘛,
真实的描述了女人之间的友谊,还有有时候免不了的妒嫉心,
可是走到最后大家还是很爱彼此的
我和我的闺密们真没她们漂亮和瘦 :P
我们还真不曾一起洗澡!不甘心!!
女生们,
赶快找你闺密看 [闺密] 去吧。

在我们一生中
和多少人擦肩而去,有幸成为知己闺密,
我们都不知道谁可能成为自己的朋友
生活中有着太多的不期而遇
未知数
让我们结交到各式各样的人类
有些可真是渣类

我是个幸运的又少根筋的女孩
我拥有不止一个闺密,
曾经,
懒惰的闺密一号在我失恋的一个晚上听我说想要出去,她不出两个字就到我家门口来载我了
曾经,
闺密二号不管好不好或她喜欢与否,陪我参加了一个我们完全没有熟识朋友的生活营,和days trip. 
曾经,
我忘了交学费的期限,或无法抽身交学费,一个电话闺密们都帮我给搞定了
曾经,
闺密三号和四号陪我疯狂的一天看了四部电影


活了二十多年,这些日子不白过,

count your age by friends, not years 

count your life by smile, not tears :)


超级tmd 感谢所有的不期而遇
让我结交了一伙
没有你们生活就没意思了  的女人们。




这善变的世界难得有你
让我们一起老去
一起肩并肩着笑看风雨







Sunday 12 October 2014

12.10.2014 - A BAD TRY IS ALWAYS BETTER THAN NO TRY

Joining running events is always my favorite and the only motivation to keep running as one of the weekly workouts.  However, since the last run (Leo Run) in March, I've not running as frequent as I did. Of course, the stronger stamina I used to have has dropped so muchhh! 

This is my second time joining the #SCKLM, be frank, the organizing team has did a very good job and they deserve repeat runners -- me. haha From registration, collection of race packs, transportation to the venue and last part of the event are all extremely satisfied! LRT has started to operate from 3am morning, the most wonderful thing is, its FREE OF CHARGE until 6am! The old goat was collecting the packs on behalf of us, she has collected them in a short time even one of our friend forgot to give the old goat her confirmation slip & photocopy of identity card in hard copy form. Thank you for being flexible!

As I said, my stamina has dropped a lot and I've took 1hr40mins to finish the whole 10KM journey. That was a bad run. No matter how, I finished it! I'm a finisher! #abadtryisalwaysbetterthannotry  


tadaaa!!! the medal is prettier than last year's one :P
#imafinisher 




Being a instagrammer or human in 21st century,
how can you not taking a pic at the finish line afterall!?



 Ohya, we were given BANANA #myfavor
after the finish point! 
So considerate
 

p/s:
I actually can feel my empty stomach a lot in the half way of running,
that was really motivated me a lot to get to the destination immediately!
Of course, we rewarded ourselves 
with super delicious dimsum 
after that. 

Dimsummmmmmmm :P




Second round: 
Daorae Korean barbeque 
another favorite of us girls' 

The most exciting moment during the meal is
when you see all the dishes and side dishes are fully occupied the table!
That's just make me feel
#houhangfok ahhhhh 
(only that cantonese word can express how I really feel, haaahaaaa)  
 

 this is actually an advance birthday celebration for our smallest girl in the bunch
smallest is in term of ---- size :P
and a late birthday celebration with Nana the banana in the bunch
so sorry for being so late, everyone is like just can't make it and so busy
during that period.
Hope you can feel our sincerity to celebrate with you ♡ 
 

the birthday girls 
 

Us girls :)

In the same day, 
our club has a blood donation event, 
a real busy day. 

Being one of the members, showing support is a must and some more I wasn't manage to volunteer in the event. 
I am very very very scare of any injection or painfulness ,
 that's why I don't even dare to look how the doctor going to draw my blood for testing. 
I can only tell myself to relax >.<


I've met a so-so nurse,
it was so painful during the injection and injecting the big needle into my vein
unlike the other 2 girls,
the male nurse was perfectly helped them for everything,
they don't even feel a thing.

At the end, I was failed to donate as the blood has stopped coming out,
after all the sufferings,
only 1/4 of the blood bag has been filled,
guess she is going to throw that bag...
T.T


my poor arm..


#abadtryisalwaysbetterthannotry

Most importantly,
we've served the community and might helped someone out there.
The event ends perfectly,
with a hot steamboat dinner!!! 


The end.


I won't be the one who walks away so easily,
I'm here to stay,
and make the difference I can make.