Dear diaries: I have a friend like her



roses are red, violets are blue and you're an angel xD



 

 

few more days to 2016,

trying hard to record whatever have happened which I couldn't missed in this year,

so lets start with this~

 

#1 - I have a friend…

we've got much closer in 2015,

 

proud of having her in my life, regretful that why didn’t we meet each other earlier..

 

 

 

 



special birthday wishes from her~ hahaha



 

 

“When you are looking for a friend, there’s no one around. But when you start to become a friend, friends are everywhere”

This is practically proven by her. This great friend, lifting me up make me feel I’m growing better and better internally, she is younger than me but I always forgot that.

She's a great story teller.

awkwardness of staying in car alone with another one never happen between us...

I secretly enjoyed her companion in every journey we have went through together~

sounds so creepy yerrr....lol



she's always this sweetttttt



 

I’m such a forgetful person, so I wrote diaries to recall things when I’ve got older …

This year, in our big family ~ me the lucky girl get to work together and learn from this young lady, not only the way of doing things, treating people sincerely, but great attitudes towards life.

My poor writing couldn’t tell all of the stories…so…

 

Simply thankful for having a friend like her <3

 

 

 

我的老板是个红+黄

怀念那时的开怀大笑

二十三岁那年，她刚毕业，在小岛国开始了她的第一份工作，菜鸟会计师。她刚加入，才知道会计部门里只有她一人。每一天，她都必须替前同事收尾，接客户的投诉。全没经验的她，挺到了第二个星期，直接走进了老板的房间摊牌。那所谓的老板就给了一些指导后，在

一个月内，她就靠着自己的努力，反反复复的参考，收尾收得干干净净。渐渐的，这个小部门开始有了利润，老板对她另眼相看，让她驾着他的大车和客户开会，招揽生意，也为她请了助手，那助手只不过是个与她同年的女孩。

两年后，男友想要回马发展，她当然想要与他一起回老家去。所以她通知了老板，打算替老板训练些新人后再走。怎知老板就让她直接回马去开间分公司，提出了合伙的要求，她又惊又喜。那年，她只不过二十五岁。

为了拉男友一把，她聘了他进公司里，惹得老板好不高兴。一年后，老板无法再合作，想把生意全卖了，开了一口价 57万。向银行，家里借钱，男友也出了一笔钱，她买下了全盘生意，当时的她也只有二十六岁。五年内，她还清了所有债务。三十岁以前，她赚了她人生的第一桶金。与当时的男友，现任丈夫，共同前进。

也许你会觉得多数成功人士的经历也不过如此，但是当你亲身听着她诉说着当年的艰辛，心声，你是知道的，那有多不容易。

她成为了我今天的老板，哈! 才发现，我好幸运，能遇见我可以当作偶像般的老板。

她说了好多好多故事，尤其这些话，都直接印到心里去了:

1. Have the right attitudes, ask yourself, "you want it or not?! You want it? Get it!"

2. Weak memory is something that you can sort it out, find a way. Be sensitive. You want it or not?

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看见医生往自己的梦想出发了，

看见老板享受着她多年来努力的成果，

才发现自己有多可笑，

为了小小的事情，痛苦了好一阵子，

好好为自己奋斗吧！

My diaries: Been 5 months

  

Its been 5 months, 

wow, time flies 

dare not to speak those words in person,

so i text.

those are really good times,

but i've always asked myself if i really enjoying in it 

i have no idea

but there's one thing i'm pretty sure is,

i hated myself being that way,

being insecure,

being worried,

doubt on myself over and over again,

I am soooo not me!

yeah, of course there are happiness,

but they are drugs rather than true happiness,

it don't last,

it just helping to relief a lil bit from suffers,

i'm done.

祝君好

 

 

 

可以说是今年内最期待的电影之一，
澳门街的续集———十月初五的月光，
初哥哥和君好，童年时对爱情的美好憧憬，
不知不觉，已经十五年了，

君好的婴儿肥消失了，初哥哥不再稚气，

澳门的狭街小巷，
转角处他总会在那儿，
用哨子呼唤对方，
在背上哄你睡着，
一个眼神就明了，

耳边想起 "祝君好"...听，你不断呼叫我。。

 

唤起你的记忆了吗?

 

君好跳下来后的那场哭戏，眼泪噼里啪啦的滚下来，真真的感觉到那种痛，
演技不是盖的

 

 

 

陈乔恩愈成熟愈有魅力，依旧动人

 

以前看电视剧时，总觉得结局不完美，看完后心情也严重被影响。

这一次，初哥哥只不过是失忆，感恩编辑没让他死啊，但是这样的结局不是比较真实么?

电影聘了电视剧里的原班人马，再加上数位实力派的老角，

RM11 的戏票简直是超值的啦~!

Dear diaries: Be brainless

I'll go really emotional after pushed myself close to the limit in gym and sweat to the maximum.

 

Decided to walk out from the sauna as I don't wanna lose anymore fat or whatever vitamins from the

 

boops,

 

why not any where else?!

 

Do any other girls have the same problem like me?

 

the damn fat tissues always start losing from the boops first

 

 urghhhh!

 

Okay, its time for a short update on the recent emotional thingy

 

Have been struggling inside out lately, being emotional or rational?

 

The feelings are back, like how i have felt for D. Nahhhh, time flies, feelings faded,

 

but it is like it was just happened yesterday 

 

So there's finally someone appears, who i hope i can have him in my life.

 

But me, have always been bad-luck in relationships?

 

Start blaming the fortune?

 

Okay, stories of my life are I'll meeting

 

someone I'm not that into or someone I'm into a lot who doesn't feel the same way like i do.

 

I'm fed up

 

And this time, I don't wanna missed it, no matter it might fail sadly eventually.

 

Nahhhh, stay optimistic pls lady!

 

I have this issue, when comes to relationships,

 

the sanguine lady will be replaced  by this inferiority-filled girl,

 

seriously hate being this way, sooooo not-amanda

 

Soooooo, Idk how things will go, but I'll just follow what's the feelings told me

 

throw the brain away

 

be the real brainless one. ❤

917

                                                       

17^th September, a day to remind myself that I am now getting a lil bit older, it’s time to grow up and stop being childish. One of the sweetie pies wished me like this “hope your EQ will grow along with your age”, so brutal yet so true.

Guess it is normal that people will be less expecting of wild kind of birthday celebration when they grow older? I used to hope most of my friends from different group will throw me the wildest birthday parties, prepare me surprising presents and spam my timeline with “HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!” sssss. But, I just can’t get exciting about these this time, symptoms of getting old?!!? Oh my goodness!

                 

The day before this, meh came back from the small island just for me. Though she likes to take flight, but 2 times in a day is just too much. I am seriously touched and going to cry her a pool T.T We had a simple meal for the celebration, endless topics and photography. Everything is just simple and warm, they are all I’ve wanted for this day. Thanks, friend. 

Note to myself: 

Taking risk can be scary, no matter what it comes to. Trust your heart and go for anything you think its worthwhile, as you are the only one knows what's best for yourself.

Sadness is a life process

Well, its an emotional animation ;) The movie presents the emotions of humans in a very cute way, there are different crews are working in our brain, each if them is taking care of different emotions in our brain, like anger, disgust, fear, sadness and joy. So these crews are actually working to keep the lil girl emotionally balance. 

One of the very inspiring messages was we have always thought sadness is a kind of negative emotions, and actually what negative is not that negative. Inside Out taught that sadness can bring loves to surround you and also joy eventually. 

When the pinky elephant bing-bong –* imaginary friend of the lil girl during her childhood, which I guess every one of us had one * sacrifice himself just to send Joy back to the head-quarter to ensure the lil girl’s happiness, that was really heartbreaking. Ultimately, Bing-Bong has disappeared in the lil girl’s memory. Yeah, blissful childhood memories can’t last forever, but it’s actually not so bad.

Idk since when there will be a short clip before the animation show. And this time, Pixar movie present I LAVA YOU.  I love that song! 

Stay emotional

I have read a good article about being emotional lately , I couldn't agree more when the writer

thought being emotional was one of the greatest weaknesses of her and she wanted to eliminate it.

But, people who are emotional feel things deeper, feel things deeper, deeper. I really love her words.

 I get mad easily, I get excited easily, I get aggressive easily and I get emotional easily. 

These are all because I feel things deeper,

because I don' wanna missed out any single feeling,

*sounds like I've finally found a great reason to not to eliminate my weakness. 

Again! Being emotional is not a weakness, as long as it does not harm others.

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Well, I have been upset in past few weeks for some tiny and ridiculous reason,

all about #girlsbeinggirls,

when I realised myself was moving towards a place of depression and state of negativity,

I'll look for Mr Google for helps,

type my problems in the magical search column

look up some good articles and hoping they could lift me up and save me from the hell,

well, Google never fails me ;)

the sanguine lady is back!

uh,

its Friday.

暧昧

七月是个约会的月份，

在暧昧的期间里，着些许的期待与不安，像刚买入了新股般

当双方都承担着相同程度的风险，投入了时间与精神，就会有着一定程度的预期回报。

期盼着手机响起，甜丝丝的回复信息，来来回回，来来回回。。。

下班时有人等着，

花心思打扮约会去，

。。。。。。。。。

妙的是，在这关系里双方都不用背负任何责任。

可是当所得到的回报并没有如所预期的或不及所预期的，是做决定的时候了

继续投入资本， 执着到底， 任性一回

还是

理性分析，免得输得惨不忍睹。

Zumba #2

我是个超贪新鲜感的家伙，要我重复做同一件事情还不如要了我的命
可是如果有一件事情能让我自愿重复去做，that's meaning thing is getting serious.
已经去了三个月的课，每一次的结束只会让我觉得 时间怎么过得那么快丫
我也开始怀疑自己怎么撑得过三个月丫，
得到的结论是，那老师太厉害了，不是舞技，而是他全神沉醉在音乐时就会散发出一种开心能量，我被传染了

#可以把 I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE 也跳得很开心的人应该不多

每个星期准时赴他的课，就像准时地为自己注射一支开心能量剂，在这不易过的日子里头透透气，再发现世界真的没有那么糟。

题外话:
回家必经的火车站里，看见了一背包客，他的背包大到心里都忍不住为他哇一声。他的帅脸不是重点，他的眼神才是，我看见了一副生命力超强的灵魂。对于我而言每天必定报到的地方，那么的不起眼，于他而言却好像从没见过的新天地。好妒忌。我还活着吗，为了生活我还是我吗？

Thursday's murmur

i miss that part, smelling the wind and feeling free

The best moment of the day was “you weren't working during working hour, but spending time in the gym”. I was sick, soooooo sick of regular working routine, rushing for trains and listening to the same playlist repeatedly, I hate these all, at some moments. I simply need to escape from these.

Finishing [The Love Detective], which I got from Popular during sales;

 people-watching in the train and the bustle station;

window shopping around the mall during working hour;

shake wildly in Zumba;

a short nap in the sauna under the hottest degree I’ve ever experienced;

feeling fantastic as my day is off with the manager;

standing by the large window at the gym, seeing faces who are rushing towards offices, 

and I think

OMG- ya'll - needa - work heh?!

Best thursday ever!

五月的孩子们

在学生时代的时候大家都会为同一个月份的朋友仔们庆祝生日。长得越大后，各自忙工作，忙生活，相聚在一起变得不那么容易了。庆祝生日这回事就变成了把大家聚在一起的借口。那日，我们竟忘了拍张合照，算了，没有遗憾的话，就不完美了。

好样的，小伙子！

我们年轻！

我们的大家庭最近来了一位新成员，WS，挺帅气的小伙子，十八岁勃勃脆。在会议结束前的 members’ say, 他的话我到现在都忘不了，虽然有点肉麻。

我从中学的时候就已经是 alpha Leo 了，我也当过 President, 我很享受和成员们一起计划各种活动，一起做有意义的事情。当我开始了 college life, 我每一天去学校都只为了上课，放学后也无所事事，我顿时觉得我的人生好像失去了意义。现在我又重新加入了Leo, 我很享受大家一起做有意义的事情，这样我才觉得我的人生才有意义的。

好了，这篇绝对不是在为 Leo Club 卖广告，我想说的是，这十八岁的小伙子在这个年纪就已经有这般想法了，我十八岁的时候到底在干麻？！ 还在玩泥沙吧？！

每一个人都有他自己对人生意义的定义，不一定是 LEO。我本身是很热血，特热衷于做自己爱做的事情，有时还蛮善变也没有方向感。也不知从前几年才开始认真地想，到底要怎样去填满我的人生，我对自己人生意义的定义是什么。我不想多年以后当我回首时，我的那些年都在供车供楼，我不要！但是在现实社会里，又怎可以没车没房呢？！头痛！WS 说的话让我只想大力点头，不是因为 LEO CLUB, 而是我们的人生真的不该那么mainstream!

五月天

你有发现最近的天空很漂亮吗？

五月用四天假期开始了它新的一章，太棒了！遗憾的是，这四天里我一点约会或行程都没有，除了与两个女人的重量级晚餐以外。。把一直都找借口不相干的事情都做完，和小弟一起运动去，和妈咪一起换了新发型，买到了想要的裙子，连续四天的补习，换一换新床单，看一看综艺节目，开始计划台湾的行程，拍一拍天空~ 我真的好爱假期丫~！但也受够了多余的空闲，四天真的是够了，无需再多，thanks, but no thanks! Happi Tuesday world!

错过了

如果不是豆浆水，应该就能抓住火车了，空空的火车站，有点恐怖

今晚又不能睡个足七个小时了，

要保养，不能熬夜阿~~！

Jom Zumba!

昨天运动完后就往着洗澡间的方向走去，怎么里面黑漆漆的丫，有些女生也站在外面候着。原来电灯全都跳电了，很倒霉耶！其实我真的很累，只要随便冲冲就回不就好了吗，可是如果黑暗中有只手摸了我咋办！？看见不该看的东西咋办？！算了，就等着呗。等着等着，滑着手机，音乐响起，Zumba Class is started! 反正也没事干，就当作观赏表演吧，那金头发又结实的老师跳得看了都热血沸腾，站在隔壁的印度安娣看了看我，甩甩头，意思是问我要不要一起进去，哈！忍不住推开了门，走吧，安娣！里边的音乐轰炸着，暗暗的灯光，有型的老师领着舞，根本没有人会注意你会不会跳或跳得怎样，没有压力的摇摆，爽！跳电跳得好啊！

Designated Ugly Fat Friend

Its the return of the SG guy so a dudes-gather-up on weekend was carried,thats very funny yet annoying at the time when we are going to choose a movie to end the day, as usual, I make decision, I wanted to watch HOME so much after seen that epic part of the trailer  "I put my hand in the air, just like i do not care~"
the dudes' faces are like: get someone out to say NO!
Well, that's their day! No midnight session for HOME!

Either you know one, you have on, or you are the one

In the frienship threesome, Bianca is playing as the ugly duckling, the most ignored member. Her hot neighbour the football captain - Wes has cruely pointed her position as a duff in her gang and made her realised that she really needs to fix her personal failings. That's very amusing when it comes to how Wes give tutorials to Bianca of getting number from guys and dating with her crush. This realistic comedy show presents the hierachy of teens' society & also indicated how teens interact with each other nowsaday. A very true fact is they unfriend or unfollowed each other in social media as a contract to terminate the friendship. This is not healthy weihhh~ but sooo true  Anyway, Bianca eventually accepted who she is and stole Wes's heart. Wes is so damn hot!

So yeah, inner beauty is mattered. However, in the realistic world outthere, most humans have no time for your wonderful inner part if you are not okay physically. Ouch! Just so trueeee
I still remember how i ended my english presentation that titled of "Appearance", first impression do counts! You know right..

回来了就好

见到你真高兴，原来我还蛮想你的耶！

当你说你的愿望是希望大家梦想成真时，我感动，原来你是小天使呢

与此同时，我也希望你的愿望成真，哈！

不要种死那栽啊~

期待与你并肩的全新的一年 

:)

还是说了

长跑完后的残样

昨天又去上 Body Pump, 在其中的一个锻炼三头肌的动作我把哑铃给拿反了，难怪一直觉得肩膀比三头肌还酸，手腕也感觉快受伤了。那个动作结束后，在我附近的一位蛮热心的同学就过来告诉我手拿反了还教我应该怎样拿才对，来不及说一声谢谢那教练又开始下一套动作了。这个说不及的谢谢一直在我心里头好似再不说就会变成遗憾。接下来的动作我都无法全神贯注，有些烦躁。终于那肌肉横生的教练肯放过我们的时候，那位同学朝着茶水间走了，我就跟了过去，但是茶水间有好多人耶，我如果突然走过去会不会有些尴尬丫，结果我的犹豫让我们又擦肩而过了。可是我越发的不心安，所以见她进了更衣室，我又跟了过去，真的有点像跟踪狂  她的抽屉就在我附近而已！于是我走了过去，拍拍她的肩膀，Hey, thank you for telling me that just now，闲聊了一会儿，感觉全身经脉都通畅极了，爽！开开心心桑拿去呗~

热浪岛 * 9 个女仔

和往年一样，

每一年的 3 月8 日妇女节 咱都会去狂欢一番，

虽然别人都在提倡妇女主义，

但这一天只是单纯的纪念我们这一班三八疯婆子的友谊日，

这一次我们来到了

热浪岛

我已经来第三次了 ........... 

出发的前一天我倒是不怎么兴奋，毕竟也不是第一次探访，

可是一来到这么漂亮的地方，

讨厌的烦恼真真的一扫而空，

只剩下幸福的烦恼，我们要吃冰淇淋不，穿哪一件比基尼好呢，你涂了防晒没阿，

和不一样的朋友来，

总是能找得到不一样的乐趣 ，

尤其是一堆女人，你的密友  

之前来的时候，都是在五月至六月期间出发的，

虽然说五月至六月是热浪岛最美的时候，

但毕竟那时候即靠近学校假期，也是所谓的 Peak Period,

人流多，且那时的大海也灰灰的

三月只是这里刚重新开业，但这一次比前两次的收获更大，

也许只是刚营业回，所以人流还蛮少的，比以往多了一份宁静, 大海也很干净，

也不知是我们太漂亮了还是真的没有什么人流

潜水员们把我们照顾得太周到了，

陪我们玩了一整天耶

除了看见小鲨鱼外，还看见超大只的海龟呢！

值回全票啊！

谢谢你们啊 

谢谢那把我撑得高高的潜水员，太帅啦！

那蓝天碧海啊

我亲爱的室友们

做作照是必须的

冰淇淋也是必须的，哈！

漫天的星空下，海浪敲打着，一班挚友与美食，毫无顾忌的谈笑着，我不想回来了

穿比基尼的时刻当然不可以错过！

我决不会忘记，

我们不醉无归，

我们一起狂舞，

我们聊人八卦，
我们摊开胸怀，
我们一起“盖棉被”

我们一起对抗外敌，

我们不介意看彼此的丑态 

还有许许多多珍贵的回忆。。。

人长得越大以后，

好似也很难能给与真心去交朋友，是我老了吗？

感恩在我还未长大的时候遇见了你们，

感恩这善变的世界有你们。

THE BUCKET LIST

A billionaire and a poor man with extremely different background but sharing similar will before they die. They had worked so hard in their entire life until they've finally fall ill and found that they've lost something in their way. The stories begin with the adventure of the two old men and their crazy list-to-do before they kicked the bucket. 

#1
There's a scene where Carter tell an old Egyptian's legend to Edward while they are enjoying the scene of the Great Pyramid: 

When one die, he will reach the door of the heaven and the gods will ask him two questions. His answers decide whether he will enter the heaven or to the hell. 
1. Have you found joy? 
2. Have you brought joy to others?

I asked myself too.
Yeah, I found joy, so far. 
I think i did bring joy to some people, at the same time, others were suffered because of me as well.
So, can I go to the heaven? lol

#2
When Edward was giving his last words to Carter in the funeral, he said: 
We were met just in few months time, but these last few months time of Carter is the best time of my entire life. 

When I'm dead, I hope there are some people love me, miss me and my existence did bring them joys too. 

Simple lesson learnt: 
Make your own list ASAP and achieve it as you can, unless you have a billionaire friend and he willing to pay the bill for you =)

My first move in the list would be in next year, imma do Bunji jump in Macau and scream to the max! 

Its never too late to live life to the fullest. 

你爱的只是自己爱他的那种感觉

在好几年前就知道了这一号人物， 第一感觉就是 竟然有比 Jason Statham 还帅的光头啊~ 

而且这光头说话好毒舌，但值得深思

“如果你追的人和追的过程，能让你成长，得到启迪和营养，让你能朝着你心中想成为的人越来越近，那你要用心去追；

如果你追的人和过程，只让你单方迷恋，只是为追而追，那是你的悲哀。无论你追的是谁，千万不要以为你追的对象会因为你的狂热和付出而感激你或心生感动”

本来这一系列的书到了门口时，心里不知怎的觉得压力，

想着：你到底有没有时间看完这堆书啊，会不会又乱花钱了阿 ，冲动啊。。

当然，

此刻我是非常庆幸和感激当时的那一股冲动，

红孩儿嘛 :P

让心里有了个底。

一开始，我的确领悟不少且觉得自己的方向越来越清晰，

追的过程所得到的营养成就了当时的狂热，

演变成 为追而追，

悲哀？

我从未曾后悔过

这旧电视剧的电影版在不久之后就要上映了，
它的感觉好似美梦一场，
十月初五的月光，

好期待啊。

New year resolutions @ 2015

Christmas present from the baa- Nana
Thank you, I love it. 

Happy new year peeps!

Can't wait to write down my new year resolutions straight after came back from the countdown! 

New year resolutions is one of the a must-do

before I officially start enjoying the brand new year, 

using the new year-planner,

&

 adapt to write dates end with 2015.  

My 2015 resolutions:

1. Visit to the health club at least 3 times a week.

I've forced myself to sign up with Fitness First  health club on X'mas even that resulted only few ten bucks left in the bank account. 

I insist to get a new way to maintain regular exercises after commencement of new job, as it's too rush for me to attend Yoga class after work :(

since I've start practicing yoga 6 years ago, i find exercising is the best way to de-stress myself, lemme stay positive, energetic & hopeful at all time! No excuses or barrier can stop me from exercises!

2. Read newspaper everyday.

I remember I mentioned this in last year's resolution, phailllllllllll

Stay positive! Stay positive! 

I will try my best to achieve this in 2015,

stay updated to the environment,

stay alert,

like my angel -- Miss Lim <3 

3. Stay positive and hopeful, and make it contagious. 

I'm afraid to deal with people who is pessimistic, I don't know why are you want to think about the bad things or negative consequences before action? 

If everyone is behave at that way, 

who is going to make the first move?

Sometimes, you just gotta leave the brain blank and listen to the deepest voice of your heart   

There's hopes in life, its everywhere, as long as you willing to believe in it, believe in yourself.

I sincerely hope everyone who I love to stay happy,

forever and after.  

4. Get a boyfriend. 

Yeah, doubtlessly this girl is ready to get into a relationship. I thought I was awaiting and anticipating the right one to appear and he will rescue me from the single-list, until I found out I actually wasn't ready at all and I'm afraid of it. weird me

I actually believe in first-sight, it may sounds unbelievable for some people,

but it just works for me.

You my think:

Ohhh, its crazy! 

How can you judge a book by its cover?!

You're wrong! Its not about the cover, the outlook or whatsoever! Idk how to describe it in details, but there's something

some feelings or xxx? Idk 

By the way, I may pre-judged somebody sometimes and this bad habit made great losses to me,

Discard the bad habit,

will be included in one of the goals to be achieved in 2015 as well! 

Good luck, Amanda!