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| feeling free by just staring at it |
Been stuck in a toxic relationship for awhile,
leave my happiness on someone's hand,
feeling so powerless,
losing direction,
losing myself.
though friends who are aware of this have been telling me to walk away,
but I just can't,
I'll stay,
until I can no longer breath in it.
I clearly understand that I'm the only one who is responsible for my experience of life,
but life is meant to be a mixture of all kind of experiences right?
included negativities,
reminded me of "Inside Out"
sadness is a life process.
Being positive is not an excuse to escape from what I am experiencing,
I'm sad, I'm struggling, I need to grieve,
only then I able to move on, like really moving on,
without regrets.
