Tuesday 6 October 2015

Dear diaries: Be brainless

I'll go really emotional after pushed myself close to the limit in gym and sweat to the maximum.
 
Decided to walk out from the sauna as I don't wanna lose anymore fat or whatever vitamins from the
 
boops,
 
why not any where else?!
 
Do any other girls have the same problem like me?
 
the damn fat tissues always start losing from the boops first
 
 urghhhh!
 
Okay, its time for a short update on the recent emotional thingy
 
Have been struggling inside out lately, being emotional or rational?
 
The feelings are back, like how i have felt for D. Nahhhh, time flies, feelings faded,
 
but it is like it was just happened yesterday 
 
So there's finally someone appears, who i hope i can have him in my life.
 
But me, have always been bad-luck in relationships?
 
Start blaming the fortune?
 
Okay, stories of my life are I'll meeting
 
someone I'm not that into or someone I'm into a lot who doesn't feel the same way like i do.
 
I'm fed up
 
And this time, I don't wanna missed it, no matter it might fail sadly eventually.
 
Nahhhh, stay optimistic pls lady!
 
I have this issue, when comes to relationships,
 
the sanguine lady will be replaced  by this inferiority-filled girl,
 
seriously hate being this way, sooooo not-amanda
 
Soooooo, Idk how things will go, but I'll just follow what's the feelings told me
 
throw the brain away
 
be the real brainless one. ❤