Being fake or sociable?

I believe that everyone met nasty people in their life, so do I ~ but the point is what's the way to deal with these nasty fellows?!

Once upon a time, I would always apply the worst or the last trick ----- AVOID! But, why the person who ran away is me? Why me?! So I tried to fight back, its not a good idea. This would either hurt both side or you would hurt yourself badly eventually.

After that, I realise why don't I PRETEND to be friend with those nasty ians or hide my hates?! Its so fake and I knew it. I still haven't find my way for now.....
Until I read something

一生人中，没有人有义务要对你好的，
那些对你不好的人，不要太在意；
那些对你好的人，要特别的珍惜和感恩。

True.

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I've been spending too much of time on smart phone lately, bad habit! I swear to myself everyday to reduce spending time on it, but, hmm....you know right~

This is the last semester and a short one in my advanced diploma, last semester of being a student! How sad and cruel T.T......i really really love and enjoy to be a student forever! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Just checked out my favorite blog, and he say : 生活太复杂， 练习专注和体会一时。 ♡ ♡ ♡

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First post in 2014. Had a lil guilty if I'm going to sleep now without filling any sfm (strategic financial management) things into the brain, so.....a short post before i start maybe? Had done four papers since arrival of new year until now, today's one was risk control & strategy, I think.......can pass geh :p I'm going to pass the coming paper in Monday too! Unfortunately...next sem is expected to resit one of the subject which I took on last Mon, haizz...I will do better! Never beat down by life rite, and its just a paper..chehhhhhhh! Was quite upset few mins ago as I checked fb of a blogger who I've followed him some times...HE DIDN'T ACCEPT MY FRIENDS REQUEST! *fans girl cries*

Time for sfm before sleep...sleep tight world :)

New year resolution?

Its 12.09am right now....so HAPI NEW YEAR! This is already the 4th year of i cant go out and join the crowd to countdown....ALL IS TARC FAULT LAH!!!! exams are always arranged about one month before Chinese new year as this is so convenient for the college to arrange the sem breaks schedule as well...........hate tarc every year end :((((

Lets start with some worst things happened LAST YEAR :

1. shortest relationship ever yet unforgettable :(

2. recognized the true ugly face of a fat bitch 

3. one of my best friends is flying off to Singapore for her job

Happy one~ 

1. I've met an angel in TAR UC, my finance lecturer Miss Lim. 

First of all, i'm not a lesbian. This lecturer is hot, elegant, classy and feminine, she has all my dreamed role model's character! Besides, she is knowledgeable (not only a vase), helpful and kind. I just wanna put every good words on her! LOL! Because of her, i'm motivated, being positive and working much more harder on my homeworks though im still facing computer now....one more day left for exams :( . In short, you are my idol Miss Lim!!!! 

2. I've joined Leo club of Southern Cross

Yeah, this club is totally different from other leo clubs * i think *, i can feel the strong bonds built in the club and every one are soooo lovely! <3

3. Passion to running

i have no ideas on this too, whenever i am running, i feel like wanna give up in every second of it, and this make me became more determine to not to do so. what doesn't kill you make you stronger rite?  

Resolutions in 2014

1. kick myself out of the single list! i made this wish every new year...hahhaha! 

2. Graduate from Tar UC and get myself a Degree from Sheffield Hallam 

3. Work out, never stop exercising! 

4. Talk softer, all my friends knew this bad habit of mine....:( sorry lah....

5. Think more before actions

6. Read more news paper

7. Speak english more fluently

8. Improve on financial planning

9. Master my cooking skills

10. Love everyone around me more and more! <3

I wish i could make these happens...hmm...NO! I will make these happen! :)

Last words before 2014

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Southern Cross 7th anniversary dinner ---- 7th wonders!
No any words to describe that whole night, but overall its WARMTH and i love SC more and more and its really my another new family now.  XOXO

outfit of the day~

the initial outfit was a simple navy blue dress, plan changed last minute as I was informed that the dress code is black or white last minute too :(

its really quite difficult for me to get myself a white skirt in my wardrobe....

black and white thingies are not my things ...

Group picha is a must :)

I am so proud to call myself Leo Amanda from Southern Cross :D

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B20 Xmas gift exchange! This culture has been started since we knew each other in our diploma days and it last until now, I am so glad that we have keep it up and still love each others until now! I think most of you wouldn't know that I always showed off with some others college friend of our such strong bonds between us, im fxxxking enjoy how they envy at me! LOL 

i know im mean, but thats real me rite?! HAHAHAHAHA

by the way, our youngest girl in the gang is born on Xmas too! Love you sey~ <3 

it was a brownie cake with a lil banana favor which is my favourite xD

hope you did enjoy the cake my dear <3

tadaa~~~~~~ presentssssssss!!!!!!!

Evil Amanda : free to spot out the present attached with poker card of  8, that was the most unwanted present in the night! hahahahahahaha~

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First xmas gift exchange session with these old friends in 2013, we knew each other really OLD ENOUGH.............

 me & Van

me & jane

me! 

love the curly hairs which i make my self, honestly, this is the first time i succeeded but still......my leader say i look like sha poh, fine~ 

outfit of the day~ 

At the end of the day, i got a THERMO which i wanted to buy it for so long!!!!!! Dream come true huh?! imma a lil hapi girl *wink*

The End.

Tapah

We are always educated to be appreciate of what we have, but I don't think most people really remember this. Cuz I'm one of them :(((  Until I came back from the Tapah trip.... it was an awesome trip. ORANG ASLI SETTLMENT is one of our significant projects next year. In order to gather more information and understand what orang asli truly need, we decided to pay a visit to them.

The villagers (orang asli) are mostly earn their income from picking up durians. Their daily income is only approximately RM20. Although government are subsidizing the basic groceries to them monthly, but these are not sufficient! They don't have proper clothes, those kids have insufficient stationery for school, they even don't have proper cooking tools like ours kitchen.

So now........I really think that i'm actually a super lucky girl! Definitely! I have too many things to appreciate in my life, my mommy, my daddy, my 3 lil brothers, my family, my chances to go to college, and my health and etc. 

Not showing off my luckiness

Here we go~~

Accommodation is provided by Lion Seto, dont doubt that, the whole piece of land belong to him! 

AWESOMEEEE!!!!!

Experiences are not the only thing we gained, but DURIANSSSS :p

Southern Cross in Tapah 

One of the houses in the village, we can see that how they reuse those "rubbish" we use once in the city

Kids pampers -- wash and reuse (most city-ians only use once and discard it)

Plastic bag of rice -- to repair their roof 

used poster -- their mattress

broken pot or utensils -- their only cooking tools 

bla  bla bla 

playing in the river~  imma hapi girl <3

me & river 

me & yin xing :DDD (she is super excited in the trip too :P)

Don't doubt that, we played only after we finish what we are suppose to do! :p

The End.

Penang-bridge International Marathon - I made it!!

Two posts in few hours time? But i do have too much things to post about! Perhaps my life is just too colourful~ lolllllllllllllll

I had forgotten since when I've been falling in love with running. Not really care about the results but the process. In fact, I'm not really good in running but i enjoyed it. My first run was Nike Run last year which my gang and I had joined for fun. And only then i realized marathon is not only about running, it needs a lot of positive energy to make it. Can I say what all attitudes needed in it are all we should have in life? And they are all what I'm looking for! (if i could put those right attitudes in my studies, guess i surely could replace the course rep :p)

So.... come back to today's topic, yeah! PENANG BRIDGE INTERNATIONAL MARATHON! My friends and I already registered for it since march, we are real early birds! Haha! Just a blink of eyes, it has happened and I gain weight after the penang trip. Guilty to say that, my earlier expectation to the penang trip was like : I must finish the 21KM long way! I can do it! I can do it!......time flies~ new expectations are: I must try cendol, chao kuey tiaow, asam laksa, take a lotsaaa picha this this this and that that that. How about my 21KM? I really can do that ah? Or what if I just join the fun run 10KM? #WTF

At the end~~~

Tadaaaaaa~~~~~ I AM A FINISHER OF HALF MARATHON (21KM) 

though i didnt take picha of the back of the medal, but I DID FINISH 21KM before sunrise~ :p

and i cant feel my legs eventually, worth it still!

Im not sure why is this picha is blur in my blog, but it is crystal clear in facebook! Really love this picha a lot ♡

 I think it is a must to take a group picha with your friends when all of you were squeezed in a car for the whole trip!

Another sweet group photo~ thanks the lovely lady who helps us to take this <3

me and Jane

#girlsbeinggirls